Saturday, March 29, 2008

Okay,my leg looks ugly now with the blueblack.I think I shouldnt have played soccer in the first place ): I sucked in it. E club,e club,e club, I think I really should join e club seeing my s skills.But the problem is,I dont like e club,I'd rather have library instead.I'm just not good in anything,in any sport in any way.
and yes,I sucked in studies too.I tried to pay attention during lectures and do my tutorials but I think I just dont have the brains for it.My class are full of smart peeps.They know how to do every single question of tutorials and they understand what's going on during lectures.I feel so dumb.I'm so demoralised now that I dont feel like doing anything but to eat and eat and eat.I'm 46kg :/ It's either something wrong with the weighing scale or the problem lies in me ):
The last time I weighed myself,I was 42.Can you believe it?cos I cant.I must find a way to stop eating that much.sianxxxx,I had maggi last night at 11.Supper/dinner? Its just fats,so it doesnt matter anw.
maybe I should have went to poly instead.Hahah,cos theyre still having holidays now.

Existence,and I feel so neglected.

CT